I look good in debt

*stares unblinkingly into your eyes*
-silence-

hi.

Yes, hello there, you behind that computer screen. You look nice. Ha it feels good to be back. So let's see what to talk about. Oh right- this sloppy mess of a post! Okay so blogger isn't too great when it comes to organizing photos , so that's  my excuse as to why it looks like a blind blender with basic computer skills made this post

Okey dokey- it's been an emotional few weeks packed to the brim with sleep deprivation and emotional breakdowns (hense item number two) and hm. My schedule's been tight, so there's not been a ton of time to draw, but, you may notice, for the first time ever on this blog, *gasp* "photography" whoop dee doo! Yeah, notice the word "photography" between quotation marks, because these lads were taken on the spurr of the moment and I basically just edited the crap outta them and called it a day. And they're here now. Ohh also notice how there ARE ZERO ANATOMY STUDIES like I said I'd work on last time. I promise I'm done promising that I'll do things heh. So uh *starts backing away* i don't know how to end this *backs out of doorway* just uh *pulling door shut* yeah

 

 

and the doodles

(this is meant to be my history teacher- you pretty much get an entire forest worth of paper over the course of two hours and so that is the background behind why this is a thing- why it is in this post is a question that I cannot answer for i do not know how- kay i'm ending the sentence now here)

aaaaaand the photos

~i think i may have offended blogger it's not letting me post a song

sorry blogger, you're a beautiful website and i am ever so grateful for your nonexistant user fee, you are beautiful the way you are and i apologize for being hurtful earlier

can i please post a song

please
please
please

please..?
...
nope not working- here's a link:)
(-this music is kinda "messy" so i get it if you're not into it and i won't shun you-)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJXJtv986AU

[[ALSO tUnE yArDs IS COMING BACK AND I AM SO EXCITED album preview https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=as91OCbbEsc]]



kay see ya round the block homies
 -em

They've got braces on their fangs

Alas, I'm alive!

Finally done with this acrylic nightmare heck yeah

Oh dear, yes!!  so I've been devoting all my time to being a mediocre student, so I've had very little time to invest into completing drawings- I mean the two drawings you see right above this depressing paragraph were done in the art room at my school *siigh* anywhoo, as a self proclaimed chronic doodler, here's a reeeealy abridged collection of things I've done here and there over the last 2-ish months. Right, this vacation, imma spend some time working on bodies- I realized that I maybe have two drawings that actually include a full person from head to toe. I know, my mind was blown too when i learned that people have like a whole lot going on below their shoulders like arms legs torsos and stuff. And hands oh my I avoid drawing them like I avoid human interaction heh 
So right!! Some of the sketches I usually post (like the ones below) are a tad unnecessary, but considering that I'm incredibly skilled in the art of misplacing things/ forgetting where things are, I figured I should leave 'em where I can find 'em- and that was the exciting story of why they're there you're very welcome yes you really needed to know that i'm sure

Ahhh all the music I've posted thus far has been man music- not manly per say, but has been graced by the one common factor that the singing voices belong to males SO I figured we could use some gurl power up in here yeah

and I'm super duper in the mood for da musiks today and maybe you are too and if you are, I have a prescription for thee- and so yes, today all the music is by fierce ladies

• A slow drifty song, good for staring out bus windows and contemplating life (breathy, loud beat and just overall magical)  Milk- Sea oleena
• For feeling cool and glaring at people (noise pop) Demons- Sleigh bells
• Because this lass is so talented and ugh girl crush. (acoustic, Janis Joplin-ish goodness) Between two trees- Lady Lamb The Beekeeper
• So weird but so lovable once you get into it... a tad unusual, so you might not like it at all- prepare yourself for weird mostly spoken lyrics and an intense German accent (pop-ish..? *note* turn up the bass yes) Champagne- EASTER
• Slow sad and stunnig ahh- good if ya wanna be all emotional and stuff (drone, gothic rock, neofolk how do you describe this i don't know help) Flatlands- Chelsea Wolfe

right five should do:D sorry none of them are normal ah

peace peace Maurice

-em

The incredible exploits of the laziest person on Earth

Happy Merry New Yearmas! Wow it's been a long time since I've blogged- I haven't posted anything since last year! *har har*
seriously I will hurt the next person that i hear make that joke
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Anyways yes!! I've been busy doing a whole lot of "not enough"- OKAY QUIET NEGATIVE EMILY get over your self deprocation! from here on out, positivity and optimism allons-y!!
RIGHT christmas gifts and secret santa things (cos I'm broke whoops) don't have photos of everything I did but yeh'
-some more detailed things (that have been piling up on my desk for a while) will be finished by next time! so yay to that!

all my doodles lately have been pure ballpoint pen because I've lost every single pecil I've come into contact with wich is a major pain in the butt, but on the happy side it's helped me considerably with linework- at least it feels like it [KIDDING THIS SUCKS WILL BE BUYING PENCILS AS SOON AS I CAN *falls onto floor quivering*] so dramatic pshh

ah that face there up above- mentionning it cos this drawing is borderline plagiarism!! I changed quit a bit of it, but not enough to make it look different oi. It comes from the music video for "Gosst(s)" by Lorn (which has absolutely nothing to do with pizza and will mostly creep you the crap out i am not kidding that song/ video is legitimitely disturbing not that it's bad i like it but it may scar you just don't watch it if creepy things stick with you just don't hold me accountable for your nightmares *inhale* it's cool.)

And TWO songs, because who am I kidding they're both lovely and I don't want either of them to feel left out

right I don't care if you don't listen to a single song on this page, but just click on the one right below this phrase... for me... *bats eyelashes*

-em